Wednesday, April 1, 2009

How do I love thee. Cheesy Right?

Well I know that this will sound real mushy here but I don't care.

Meghann,

I know that you always said that if all I do is write you something other than "Love Troy" on a card you would be happy, but for some reason I have a problem doing just that. (that didn't sound good did it?) See I've come to the conclusion that when it comes to me experessing how I feel about you I get all choked up and even sometimes a little giddy. Giddy to the point of coming off "Cheesy". The only thing that I can compare it to is like how a teenage boy feels about a first love. I want to say and show you all the right things but I get tripped up on the fact that I sound a little juvenille. But then again, I think that is the best way to show someone that you love them. Juvenille. It is the most honest, selfless way of expressing what you mean to me and how grateful I am to have you in my life. I can truely say that if it were not for you coming into my life I would be a lonely, bankrupt little boy that never knew how to grow up. You mean everything to me. At one point in time, and anyone reading this will attest to it, Music was ALL I KNEW AND LOVED. I always said that if the girl I am with does not follow my life plan, which all that consisted of was playing guitar and singing (pretty big goals eh?), then I don't need her. When you came into my life that all changed instantly, and I mean instantly. I didn't care about all that jazz anymore. All that ever crossed my mind then was you, and that holds true today. You have shown me what it means to be a Man, a husband and hopefully I will attain this one day, a great man of God. You have shown me what it means to be gracious, patient, forgiving, and how to be a friend to all people even if I don't agree with what they're doing or how they beleive. In all actuality you have shown me the heart of Christ. You have been a GREAT mother to our daughter Ansley. Your adaptation to parenting has come so natural that it's plain to see that you were born to do this.

I hope that one day I will be able pay you back for all that you have done for me. Maybe I'll do a little bit of that tonight. YEAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Anyway, just wanted to tell you a little bit about how I felt about you and hope that you have a great day!!!

Love you

Troy

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